Album Song Decryptions
Too Much Missin' (Longing 4) - A period of time when I should've been sober but I only could wish for it mentally. As I craved affection from myself and couldn't retrieve it in the m0ment, I fell deeper into lust and hatred for the world around me. Most of all; Missing all of the moments that were great, and could have been greater.
Beautiful Day - Certain times in life when things feel nearly perfect!!!…This production is a sense of peace in a moment when time=s are above okay. When life gives you lessons; You still find away to make it beautiful
(P.W.N) Pleased Wit Nun - A perspective on society in which feels the need to Spread opinions without looking into their own internalized perception and seeing the problems within. Not being pleased with their own state of living until its too late; Falling into a deeper state of deprivation sometimes continuing for decades….
Paint Me as A Villain - Soothing my pain of aimlessness devour-ment of not being in control. The narratives painted on a certain social class compared to others and the lost insight of divine power that holds us together as one. For those who prey upon us. We must Arise. We must Arise.
Battle Til I Kneel - The battle within (yourself) . The battle within (Religion). The battle within the (system). The battle within (humanity). All one, but all different. Finding yourself at the hardest intersection in life. Choosing the truth and searching through generational events that happened. The battles that we fight known or unknown is amongst us day by day. LET OUR TRUTH FILL THE AIR AND THE IGNORANCE FIND ITS STAGNATION IN GRAVE.
RaginPain - The Pureness in which your agony and rage spawns from. The origin; The foundation of choices that were appointed for you by the system before you were even old enough to decide for yourself. Understanding where the tiredness and hatred grew up out from; You continue searching and searching for something that will distract you from this pain you feel. You hate it. It defines every part of you. You finally have enough and create something extraordinary out of the limited elements and resources out a limitless environment.
A Enemy @ wat Cost - Realizing those who told you; You are different from the person in the bible. You are indeed the people they speak of in the bible; You are indeed those people they speak of in the Quran Your vessel is heaven and hell. And what you do with that journey defines who you are.
Osuls Alignment ( Somedays R Middays) - What is hope when running in the opposite direction?; Align yourself back in place, the battling of oneself spiritually, mentally and physically. The battles I perceive and don't; Are amongst Me each day. I shall fight to make it a priority to beat those challenges and become better with each passing day. I cry, You cry, We all cry in support of one another in the times of desperation and lostness of; Grab my hand as we hold onto each other in this timeless loop I shall lead us into fellowship.
Spirals Deep ( Bluud Deep) - The system had me by the throat physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually to the point I disregarded all of my rational thoughts and took a full swing into survival mode. Doing anything in my heart to take away the heaviness of my digression to breathe once more. To understand I am full of light; Knowing the system is here and made for me to be decimated and compromised every bit of myself. Either Being Lawless in the process and turning it around by making it right or/and giving yourself the best opportunity to win moments in this journey.
Soul 0f An Angel - Desperately and genuinely trying to find a connection that is worth listening to and comprehending in world full of lies and secrets. Telling sincerity in the beginning hurts but doesn't Linger as long as the lies told; until the veracity unfolds. Witnessing the world at face value compiled up through delusions told by the system to keep myself and you complacent as long as possible. Allowing the angels to swoop down and wreak havoc in the battle to align and to guide those who want healing and prosperity.
Die By Dat (D.B.D) - Are you willing to die for a cause? Not just any cause. Your Cause. Your Journey. Your purpose. Am I willing to die for a cause? Not any cause. My cause. My journey. My purpose. Or will we live to tell the tale with our dying breath…!!!! I guess we will never know. Til Then.